Resolution ||by Matt Corby
i’m not you, nor you me
but we’re both moving steady..
I love you, thank you so much ;]
I want someone to love me fully. No holding back, no fear. It doesn’t have to be forever. Now is enough.
// I know we’ve never spoken but in hope everything is okay c:
Thanks hun, it means alot :)
Hey guys, I really, truly am sorry for not being online in forever. I’ve just being going through a lot as of late. I don’t want to get in to too much detail, but I’m going through one heck of an emotional roller-coaster. Besides that, my life is changing, I’m trying my best to stand on my own two feet again, although this time, it’ll be with a little one. I’m finding it difficult to be alone, not to have someone to depend on, it’s strange because it’s really all I’ve ever known. Now I have someone else depending on me, and it’s hard. Before all of this, I had someone to share that heavy duty with and now that’s gone.
All in all, it’s a bit of everything, friends, lack of, and whether we all have time for each other, petty fights and arguments that add up to the stress from people I thought were my friends, the probability of depression, the lack of vices, love - and the authenticity of it - relationships: friends, enemies, romantic ties, family. Fears, goals, pressures from family, friends etc. It’s just been a heavy part in my life. I’m pushing through, so far everything is backfiring on me, but hey, I’m a phoenix, and I’m rising from the ashes.
I hope you will all forgive me,
22 years young